January 22, 2013

• so the topic of xanga came up amongst friends the other day.  nearly all who had one when the site was popular have abandoned it.  i am one of the few still writing, recording, etc.

  i started to browse old posts i had written.  fairly enlightening to read my own thoughts years ago.  i am a deep person.  i remember when i wrote because there was nowhere else to express, share.  i remember when i wrote in the dark recesses of the night, in the dark recesses of my mind and heart.  all my thoughts and emotions poured out in quotes and lyrics and articles and tests and scripture and song and lists and streams of words.  i remember when i used to be so much more romantic and idealistic. 

  and now i am more grown-up i suppose.  no time to dream or wonder, one must do and act and plan and go.  one must be responsible with life.  one must be awesome in all one does, though awesome i suppose is quite subjective.

  i hope all this will translate into ministry somehow.  that the Lord would use both the deep and external parts of me to bless.

   

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